domingo, 22 de abril de 2012

Carta a um desconhecido IV

"She's taking her time, to justify all the hurt inside."
Não estou propriamente zangada, não estou triste.
Acho que estou desapontada, e vazia.

As tuas emoções enchem esta casa, não há espaço para as minhas.
Posso perdoar, e perdoei.
Mas não esqueço!

Não consigo explicar a nossa relação, não consigo explicar o que sinto por ti neste momento, não consigo dizer mais nada que não seja mágoa.

Ontem odiava-te.

hoje não sei o que sinto.
Apenas sei que me verguei ao máximo, que fiz o mais que pude, e que daqui para a frente tens de ser tu. não consigo mais, começo a sentir-me como um boneco que se verga á tua vontade e já nem me reconheço.

Já não sei nada, hoje só quero dormir e acabar com mais um dia já que é tudo que tenho, dias que se sucedem a noites e não sei nada nem consigo sentir nada.

3 comentários:

  1. Wow... Savage Garden! That is very old school! I'm surprised. Something tells me I didn't arrive here by a twist of fate.

    I said once and I say it again, I know its very hard but you need to move on. You are just torturing yourself.

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  2. Lol, maybe we're meant to be friends :)
    Savage garden is nice but I'll have to tell you that "to the moon and back is probably the only song I really like and know from them because I only like songs that I can relate to (sorry if I disapointed you, I'm more of a soft nu metal girl lol) =)
    About the other thing, well I'll keep writing to get things out of my chest, and I hope you keep commenting and giving me your opinion though in the end I'll always be the one making the decisions, for now I'm giving it another try.. Don't worry, I'm a tough girl, I'll manage :)

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  3. Savage Garden is one of my favorite bands from the past when I was younger and use to listen to pop music. I have long since departed from that music style. Nowadays I also listen to metal and a little of punk. My favorite styles are melodic, symphonic and power metal but I also like to taste a little of more extreme styles like black, death or viking, I like good metal music in general. I love Wintersun as much as I love Gamma Ray for example.

    I know you will always be the one making your own decisions. Actually, I DEMAND that you do! My only purpose is to make you feel that someone cares and is willing to listen and give you helpful words but in the end it's all up to you. Nothing else.

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