Once upon a time..
There was a caged princess who was unable to feel..
She heard everyone talking about it so she started to try..
She danced, she wrote she even started interacting and someone told her she had potencial and invited her to be an kids animator..
Not normal kids..
Kids from a bad neighborhood
It was her biggest achievement..
To see a children who had everything taken from him from life smile again.. but in the end of the day.. the princess wasn't a normal kid as well..
And everyday she had to go back to her cage..
Years went by..
And she saw "her kids" growing..
Not only on the outside.. But on the inside too..
Learning that even having though life's and seeing their mothers prostituting themselves or their fathers beating theirs mothers..
They knew the difference between right and wrong..
And when they spoke about everything they'd learn over the years.. the little princess heart was filled with joy..
But everyday.. The princess had to go back to her tiny cage..
One day she decided to be free!
But it was too hard..!
To let go of so many people who loved her.. and suddenly her cage grew and begin to ocupie her mind aswell..
The jail man begin to live in her mind aswell..
The princess knew she was sick when even outside her cage she could hear the jail man saying she didn't deserved to live..
One day she broke free from every chain and ran away..
Never to look back with sorrow..
Sometimes at night if I look hard enough and listen.. i can still hear her cry..
Asking to be free..
I could say the end..
But this is just the beginning.
Feeling better now?
ResponderEliminarActually this fairy tale has 3 years old.. It was an answer to a friend with whom I used to have conversations sort of like ours here.
ResponderEliminarHe always wanted to know how I really felt, one day he said: "Good evening.......tell me a story.....open your mind and express...."
And I did.
I know it sounds conceited of me to say I'm a princess.. But I could say we're all kings and Queens of our own fate and that's what I mean :)
But appart from that, i'm ok thank you.. I still live with my ex boyfried and I've got to be honest and tell you I've had a bit of a slip but my mind is set.
There is no point in us being together while the dinamic of our relationship changes.
I do love him.. And it hurts. But it's better this way before i turn into an old lady that bitches about her life being wasted for some dude who never gave her the love she deserved...
How about you? How's life?
I never really felt like a King, not even of my own kingdom. I always felt more like a warrior, I live to battle every single day, nonstop. I don't search for glory, I just choose to keep fighting for what I believe. That's how I always felt.
ResponderEliminarSometimes the best thing you can do is to break up from the one you love. Sometimes love is not healthy, sometimes we think it's love but it's not. Either way, one has to be strong to be able to keep going alone. You're doing a favor not only to yourself, but also to him. You'll both be free to find something better.
I feel fine, thank you. It takes a lot for me to feel down. I have this restless strengh of will that allows me to be atleast ok. I might not be on my best all the time, but I'm usually atleast ok. It's pointless to feel down when half of the world it's probably much worst than you. Life is great. We need to learn to enjoy it, even during the storm, don't you agree?
Agreed, so much that I can't find anything else to say or ad to that. :)
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