I just want it to stop!

I do not wanna talk about how difficult it is to feel betrayed once again..

I do not wanna explain how much it hurts that no one cares about me..

I just want it to go away..

All this pain..

All this crying.. in silence so no one will hear me..

Always in silence..

Alone in the dark..

Alone in the crowd..

I always know that in the end everyone leaves me..

But it still hurts in the same...