Hey... I'm only human.. or at least I thought I was.. not sure anymore..

Did you ever cry so much you couldn't sleep?

I've lost so much..

(I did! it's not drama! I am not saying that it was not my fault.. I just.. wish I didn't loose people..)

I just didn't want to loose you aswell..

(wish I could go back in time!)

I didn't thought that was a crime..

Why can't I ever be selfish? For once..

Can't I have something nice and certain?

Someone that won't disappear cause they found a girlfriend\boyfriend..

I wish I wasn't this disposable little thing to people..

Can't I have a friend that won't disappear on me?

Can't I trust anyone?

Can't I be.. me.. without people running off?

Am I that scary?

Am I that............

Ugly...?

Are my scars that unattractive that the monster in me scares people away?

I guess that's something I'll have to deal with..