'Cause when the night comes.. I know I really should be asleep..

I wonder how that sensation of fitting in feels like..

Cause latelly I've really been feeling like an alien..

And out of the sudden..

I'm a stranger to my own life..

Did I ask for it?

why is this happening?

Do pills take away this emptiness?

How the fuck am I still a teenager??

I love the fact that this blog has the name of my sweet escape..

But at times like this.. I don't think even neverland can give me refugee..