monologue..

It still hurts inside when I try to act normal..

wherever I look everything is so painfully normal..

How the fuck will I ever fit in?

One day I'll run away again.. and nobody will ever hurt me again..

But let's be honest.. Is anyone really hurting me?

More than myself..

And how the fuck will I know where to go..?

Being trapped in my own self is not nice..

And for sure it's not a pleasant thing to see..