Because It's hard for me to stop hatting myself...

Yes... Today I'm drunk.. But It only means I'm not lying so much..

It only means I hate Myself with the intensity I ough to..

It only means...

My life is just meaningless.. As it always has been..

No friends..

Family.. There.. Yeah.. for errrrrrr.... Nothing that is related to anything I might feel..

Can't say I worked for it..

But.. Can't say I didn't aswell..

I tryed to be normal..

But..

I got caught in my own abnormallity..

Nice...