I can't really choose how I feel..

The only thing I can do is to try and make it better..

But sometimes it looks like it's just too hard..

Somehow I know I'll survive..

But is this half-life a life at all??

Is this never ending pain, sorrow anger ever going to end?

I do not want eternal bliss..

but for once..

I don't know..

Another day has gone by..