For every friend that double crossed me, for every lover that didn't apreciate me enough.. A big fuck you!

Man men..


Men man..


So many!


So little!


But all the same..


a vicious circle..
a vicious cicle!




"You're not pretty enough.."


"You're not hot enough.."


"You are too fat!"


"Your boobs are too big.."


"I don't like you anymore.."


"I never liked you.."


"I have no time for you!"


"She's so atractive, but she likes holding hands..."






For all that and much more..
(true stories.. Unfortunatelly!)


Go fuck yourselves... will ya?

Alive and stupid..

Yes.. I want to start again..

Yes.. I want to have a chance aswell...

No victims allowed in this life of mine..

Soooo... Let's go! :D

Closed up in her shell, the little girl bleeds..

I wonder why I feel the need of hurting myself..

I hate it when I realize I've made myself smaller than I actually am..
I've poison myself in search of a minute of pleasure..
Am I making any sense?
Does it ever make any sense?

And the numbness comes..
And the tears that follow..
And the vacuum..
And then the pain hits me like a thunder...

And the tears keep going..

Closed up in her shell, the little girl bleeds..

And the tears keep going..

So what?

Este é o diário de uma "miúda" imperfeita.
This is the diary of a broken girl,
This is the diary of a torn appart girl,
This is the diary of a hurt girl,
I'm all that and much more!

This is the diary of a scared but moving on girl..

Este é o diário de uma "miúda" imperfeita, que busca perfeição á sua volta..
E não a encontra.
Love it or hate it..
Love it or leave it.

This is who I am!

Daydreams will lead me nowhere.. But fuck it.. We only live once..
One day at a time.. I'll survive..

well.. That's about it..

People are only as faithfull as their options.. = TRUST NO ONE!